THe Pits 


  holly double double brain fuck...swear to god,  just been shot out of a cannon...space cadet on another plane, out of plane...
  so far out there on the edge  of it,   at its tippy tip tip and its peak...on the death trip, doing the cosmic 
  death trip,   hurricane across the time line.... so far gone  gone world turned on its side

  totally fucking bizzar...a brain fuck
  and so god dammed seamless

  the company says to groove 
  but we are high off our rockers
  too high for grooving  
  whats  the use 
  in the double deep shit
  where the waters part 
  the eye of god is in your head

  cigarette at the end of creation  
  the  end of the story   
  and the everyone and everything  thing story

  stairing down a freight train   





Has time stopped yet?  Has it come to a screeching halt?






 I recall two experiences.  Most striking was how my mind fell apart.  I know my conscience to be a fragile construct; 
 a small amount of alcohol can reduce my cognitive (and communicative) powers to instinct, to naught.  On these two 
 occasions, the singular experience of consciousness was demolished, leaving me for body, for animal, for matter.  
 With the greatest of efforts I could utter a few words or choose one cup among three from which to drink.  These 
 experiences left me as close as I have ever come to the reality of my being, the facade of unity among the billions of 
 cells--I am the progeny of slime.   



 the image isn't mine but the words are